So I'm wondering if there are any other college students out there finding it VERY difficult to battle this addiction and keep with school at the same time. I sometime think because of my addiction i wasn't really meant to do anything at all. I used to be able to control this so I could get by school, but i cant seem to do it anymore. I bury myself in my room and sometimes (most times really) don't attend class because im hung over from binging or something. This includes not doing homework properly either. My other issue is having difficulty maintaining this relationship i have with my wonderful boyfriend. He knows i go through difficuly emotions a lot and that i have anxiety attacks every now and then, but he DOESN'T have a clue about this addiction. I refrain from seeing him due to hang overs and he just doesnt quite understand. But i love him so much that all i really want is for him to hold me so i know it'll be okay. This hurts! I need support! PLEASE someone help mme!