I try to diet and exersise. I really do,but i lose my motivation. I have always been what you would call a big girl. Mostly due to the eating habits I was raised with. I mean we had meat and potatoes every night. and at least two things on my plate were fried. That is i,m sure how I got fat to begin with . That and I am a naturally full figured women. My husband is a fitness guru. He is all about exersise and diet . Well till he met me. I have drug him down. He lives with me not caring about my looks and wieght and it depresses him. He has gained 25 pounds since being with me. I feel bad that I have drug him down with me. I just can,t stay focused and motivated. I think I am doing the right things. Mabey I,m not. I get up every morning with a I,m gonna walk or to Tybo or something then I just don,t. I have heard just do it till I,m sick of NIKE. I would like some real advice from people who have tried and failed then found the way to succeed. Please don,t bash me for my inconsistancies but instead guide me to a better way of living and I need support from people who feel me on this.
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