Okay so I am 33 weeks as of yesterday and I no longer have any ultrasounds to go to, and every doctors appointment is the same ol' thing. Doppler, measuring my belly and then any questions. Is it normal to get bored now, at this point in your pregnancy. I love feeling her kick and seeing her move around, but I just want to have her now. I feel like 6 more weeks seems like an eternity and I wish she would come a bit early, not to early though. I just sit around and dream about having her now. She is going to be my company for a long time until she hits school. She is going to be my gym partner and my business partner (on my day trips). I just hear all these people say that once shes out your going to want her right back in. I know I will miss her kicking and everything but I just really want her to be here for selfish reasons. I need some company while my hubby is working all day and I am running my business from home and going to the gym. I just know I am going to love the pieces out of her but I just am at a point where i want to have her and start life again, you know a routine and play with her and hold her and feed her. ERRRRRRRRRRR! Does anyone else feel this way? Thanks :-) Any fun time consuming suggestions?
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