Things for me right now is still hard. All my bills are still behind. I try so hard not to worry but! it's kind of hard. I always say GOD will not put no more on me than I can bare. I understands the loads heavy, but we still must continue on. With Christmas comeing I still have not found a job. I know it's just another day but to me it's an special day. I have no money to buy gifts, all my Dec. bills are due even last months are still due. It sounds and feel scary but still I will continue to have faith in GOD that he will pull me through. I feel bad because I can't share any gifts with my son. He say he understands but I still feel bad about it. I pray and pray but I will not give up praying, because thats what the devil wants me to do, but I will not give him anything to talk about. It's hard right now and I have faith that things will get better. I will continue to pray and never going to stop praying.God knows my heart and the pain thats in it. But when I feel like I have it bad it's always someone that have it worst.
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