It was my 32nd birthday last week. It was uneventful because my daughter was sick ,vomiting. We're negative in our checking account because of miscalculation error. And of course, the creditors were calling all day long. Everyone at my work kept harassing me about what am I doing for my special day. When I told them probably nothing, they kept pestering me, "oh, what your husband cannot take you out for a nice dinner???" One of my friends asked if he got me some flowers. No, I replied. No???!!!! How could he not? -Becase we are so broke, there might not be enough for gas or food next week. --Is it that bad, - she persisted? YES, it IS THAT BAD!!(and shut the fuck up, im thinking, dreading the conversation.) She made me feel like shit, I finally told her to stop harassing me and switch the topic.
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