egads!! where do i begin? i am a financial nightmare. i am on disability and a single mom. i have been looking and applying for some part time work, but nothing is happening in that arena. i am bi-polar and when manic i go on shopping sprees. i don't usually know anything until one day i find something that i didn't know i got. or even when i go to write a check and there is no money in it. like now. i am totally broke for the rest of this month. i don't know how i am going to make it thru the rest of the month. i could ask my mother to help but because of my manic episode last month, she paid my electric bill and my loan payment for me. i am too scared to ask anymore.
my counselor told me i needed to get a payee to help me with my money. so i went to consumer credit counseling and talked to this prick of a man and he had me running around town like a chicken with it's head cut off. i had to sign some papers at social security and then over to my psych doc to get him to sign some verification paper of sorts. and now..i am just waiting to see what is going on. i have called CCC twice and they don't know anything yet on my status. oh well, i tried.
i have been bouncing checks like crazy this month. i think my checking is wayyyyyyyyyy in the negative. don't know what i am going to do about that. i think the bank will just close my account now. i don't know how to get back on track. i hate being bi-polar and the extremes that come with it.
ugh.
thanks for listening/reading.
julie