My family is going through a tough time financially...pretty much like the rest of the country is at this moment. But, we've been going through this for a majority of my life. We've already had to claim bank ruptcy. I suffer from depression and generalized anxiety disorder. My father is part of the reason why I am not better yet. He is always so stressed about paying bills and what he needs to save money for and he always seems to take it out on me. It doesn't help that he has diabetes and can't even afford to pay for his diabetes medication at the time. So, it's a bad chain of things...he gets stressed and takes things out on me...which causes me to have panic attacks and depressive moods. I just wish this could all end. Also, I am not a lazy bum I realize I don't have a job at this moment but that is because I am going back to school in a few weeks where I will be getting one on campus. Just to clarify!
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