That's right. When I thought my life would be more or less the same after the baby, I was grossly mistaken. The old friends who are still single sort of faded away into their childless routines and activities. The mothers I had a chance to witness at playgrounds and elsewhere have little common with me. I don't fit into a specific category of mothers if there is such thing. I am not formally educated enough yet I have a decent-paying job. I am smart and intellectual, but not too new age or alternative or religious. Although we can sustain a certain lifestyle, we are not too poor, not too wealthy.. yet things like Disneyland or Sea World is a rare luxury. I do not like clubs and organizations yet I yearn for human contact. Not a party person, not a drinker, no drugs, yet wild at heart. Is there another one like me out there??? Helloooo, anyone out in the Universe?????
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