I am 20 years old and my father passed away about 5 years ago. This is always been very hard, but now the house he left my mother that i currently live in is being foreclosed. She was only a waitress, and for numerous reasons she had to stop working. I was kicked out of school for financial aid problems, and denied from online schooling because she never filed her taxes for 2007, and I didnt make enough money to file that year. All of my savings has gone to her, and now I am unemployed until may, and forced to live in an empty house waiting to get kicked out. Long story short, I just became really poor and now currently 30,000 dollars in debt because of one year of school. I am completely lost and need help, or hope, or something. I am moving to Mass in May to work full time at a seasonal job. Because of all these hardships my credit is ruined and I was never even given the chance to mess it up. I am dying to go back to school but I don't know how. I have never owned a credit card, never had car payments because i inherited one that is broken now. I need help starting my life all over again, and I don't even know where to begin. I am extremly depressed by this, and wonder a lot if my life is worth living. I have contributed nothing to society, and all my hopes and dreams have been crushed these last couple of years. I wake up with no car, no job, no cable, and everything in my house is in storage...and its been like this for months. How do I deal with feeling useless, and where do I start to get my life on track because I have given everything away for my mother...money, my education...my dignity. any advice would be really appreciated.
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