I have severe level of FMS so I dont need to explain the pains and trials of that. In addition to the FMS I have an overactive Nerve syndrome where I cannot be touched a simple poke or bump and it causes me so much pain wich then trigers more pain from the FMS. I was recomended to go on disabillity and a morphene pump I declined.... And at this point in my life I have taken myself off of all medications I refuse to live my life as a zombie I simply am killing my spirit that way. To many days are unbarable and lifed challenges come at me strong Lifting a gallon of milk for me is inpossible as I have no physical strenght And I am in a relationship that is not supporting in any way that I trully need. I am about to start a new job and Im really hoping and praying I can make it I want so badly to just have a normal life. I think its wonderfull to have a place like this where there are people who know what I am going threw....
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