I work in an ER. I love my job. It has done wonders for my head. I know that doesnt sound wierd to you...........or maybe it does. I am sick of being on pills. I am sick of being in pain. I am sick of all of it. My family doesnt get it. No one at work believes it......I dont dare share any of it with them. Acupuncture really helps. I still dont sleep. I want to die some days. I hate it when I sleep til noon. I cry when I'm alone which is alot most days. All but one friend "cant deal with my drama". I try to be thankful for all the good things in my life. I have A LOT of good things. I still want my husband to go a way. My kids try....but they still deserve more...........I cry A LOT. I drink but I dont want to. But it keeps me off the narcs. Stupid. I feel Stupid. Sorry for the rant.
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