ive been out of work for a year now. I left work because i was struggling with managing my fibro pain and fatigue doing a pyhiscal job. My anxiety levels were very high when i left. I was anxious id not be able to go in and cope with all i needed. Was i fit for the job. Not really i was exhausted constantly. My anxiety and lack of confidence in my self got too much when one day i snapped. I saw my doctor and told them i could not return to work the next day and that i would not cope. So i got signed off there and then. I went into work with my sick note for 3 months off and handed in my notice of 1 month which i didnt have to do as being signed off sick. It was a no brainer i wouldnt cope going back there.
anyway ive been off work a year now. Fibro still not much better, confidence at all time low and high expectations to get back into work.
I want to work but i have no confidence or motivation to get up and apply. Thought of interviews scare me shitless with anxiety. Id aviod preparing for interviews if i got one cos anxiety then id be even more anxious.
im bored at home, im at a point whete its making me more ill being out of work. I cant even find motivation to get voluntary work and thatl be no pressured work.
Why would anyone want me anyway. I suck.
Hello!I am in agony.Dr. Thor HammerThumb got me neck to knees.I can't move.I see a new physiotherapist for tissue stuff in a few weeks. The doc signed off, b/c it'll save us money and he knows the person and trusts them to do right. We'll see. And I'm in hell here. Of course, the waether changed right along with HammerThumb. *whimper*I'm also experiencing the strangest sleep issue. My brain races...
Hello! And I'm running late for a doc appointment I forgot I had with the Hammer Thumb guy (just a check-up) so...Zooom! That's my flyby! Happy Friday!