A sort of shooting/nagging/aching pain that starts behind/under my ear, into my jaw, and into my neck and shoulder. Is this that myofascial thinga-ma-bobber? Am I being vague enough? HA! Since going on 3600mg of Neurontin my balance is crap. I've fell this weekend and did a number on my knee and a ct scan of my pelvis showed calcium deposits on the bursa of my hips, so now, on the recommendation of my doc and several friends, I'm back to using the cane. I still can't get any pain meds even though my knee is raw, bruised and swollen and I have rocks in my hips. Sorry, I probably should've put this in my journal, but I really need some feedback or just a "hi." I'm feeling pathetic today.
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