Okay. So, lately, I've been going to the spa once a week. I'm not super rich, I just decided that with the money I'm currently spending on healthcare, I might as well go to the spa. So anyway, I am trying to get there once week for a one hour private dip in the hot tub (only $22!). So I go, and this time decide to treat myself to a foot massage (definitely a rarity guys!). Anyway, as I'm lying there I practically have a panic attack. 1.) I can't get relaxed, no matter what I do or how hard I try and that is ALL the time. 2.) The pain from a weather change (rain!) was SO terrible. I actually was almost crying because I forgot my pain medication. Does anyone else have this issue? It is like--do I have FMS because I can't relax? Or is it that I can't relax BECAUSE I have FMS?
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