Well I slept half the day away and would've stayed there if I could. My body is so sore and stiff today. My neck and upper shoulders/back are burning. My mind is gone and i'm stressed out beyond belief over everything you can imagine. The guy i've been seeing is MIA for what reason I don't know. And i'm so lonely right now. I just want a hug is that too much to ask of him? He gets on my last nerve. But I did go to my friends sons b-day party and it was as fun as can be being in so much pain. Came home after that took a nice long shower and have been sitting on the cpu since. What did everyone else do today? How's everyone feeling? My emotional state is quite the mess lately. All over the map and really weepy & whiney. I can't stand these freakin hormones. The woman ones lol.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...