OK, this blasted site... I give up. I am tired of the errors. I *have* cleaned my cache, DS, stop telling me to do that! I do it daily!
Today marks in 1989 the start of the student protests in Tiananmen Square, Beijing, China, after a pro-reform general secretary died. The protests demanded free press, free democracy, and free speech. And it went badly, but they gave it the best try yet, IMO, but then, I was watching live TV as a kid stood in front of a tank, all alone, in the world's most gutsy "Do it. It's your bad PR, not mind".
And I'm posting before it does something else weird to me... ACK!
Wow, I am doing... well, rotten, really, LOL.Weather change. Stress. PTSD stuff. I am terrified to see Mom this Sunday for Mothers Day. I just don't want to see her. I don't want to see that she needs rescue, and have to walk away from it. I don't want to see her treat us badly for doing better by her than she did by *her* mother. And now our next-door is bitching at Hubby about somethign we do,...
Been awake since 230 am again from nightmares/flashbacks of seeing dad on life support over teh ipad when he was dying. I miss him so bad i keep breaking down..................I want my Daddy back!!!!!!!!!!!!! But heathy!!!!!!! Sunday is mothers day, my angel babies are in heaven all 4. I cant take this pain from losing so many its so hard!!!!!!! My heart is just shattered right now..............