i'm trying to stay positive but i just cant. i get waves of stinging tingles, hobble painfully everywhere around the house. for 2 yrs. i try to make plans outside the house, but pain drives me back in. i've tried: neurontin, lyrica, ultram, flexeril, loads of them. still lots of pain. i only have the use of one arm sometimes. i'm frustrated, angry, and cant stop crying sometimes. lortab worked for a while. i got out once a month-wow! it seems 2 have stopped working. i'm 48 and i'm watching the last of my youth dissolve. i'm NOT trying self pity, i'm just at the end of my rope. i have no kids, my 'friends' moved on.
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