OK EVERYONE, I am so sorry for those who are angry with me that I did not respond back. Basket is correct and she knows since I have told her before he will come and read what I am writting. I went as far as to go down stairs and call my MIL and wake her up crying and he almost caught me on the phone. Instead the ONLY think I could do was to sit on the couch and be there with him until bed time then he went to bed and passed out which was what his mom and I was waiting for. A few people have my number, Basket, Raven and Leslee used to but the only person I could get to was Basket because he came charging into the office when I snuck out of bed in the morning to see what I was up to. The night did get worse so I could not get back to the computer so Sunday morning was the only time and posting a quick response to Basket is faster than getting to the posts sometimes. As luck would have it our friends came for dinner last night so he behaved himself after they got here but I of course was a peace of garbage the whole day until then. It got bad enough that the dog tried to defend me and he went after the dog for doing so and I put my body between him and the dog. I will take it but my dog WILL NOT!!!!!! He was defending me. I appreciate you all for caring and I see my mailbox will be having somethings in them and I appreciate that very much. Basket is also right that as of tmrw he has promised to go back on his effexor and start again so I am hoping this will fix what we are going through. I am sorry I could not respond and I would hope you could find it in your heart and see why. He is at work today is the only reason I am on now. I am sure my phone will start to ring after a bit to make sure I have done what he wants done in the house. Please understand like his mom and I talked about, my husband has a disorder he got from his father and he has had it since he was little but when the strain of me being sick,money issues and lack of sleep hits I am the bullseye and NO that is no excuse and I told him that when he kicked his dinner plate out of my hand. I have to help him as he is helping me get through the FM I can't close my eyes and walk away from him, he didn't walk from me. Yes this is abuse and he knows it so that is why he is getting his meds back TMRW. Hugs and Love to my friends and I am so happy your there when I need you so much. Basket your an Angel on Earth
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