I just needed to vent. I had to go to the er by ambulance today. It was so bad that not only could I not walk but had problems breathing. Have any others had problems breathing? I am suppost to be staying with someone b/c of all the drugs they have me on and some are new but if you read my journal you will find out why I am not. I am just sitting crying. The meds from the er are wearing off. I need to take some more. Thank you everyone for listening. I just feel so stupid for crying right now and feel so alone. I wish my husband was home! :(
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