Hi, all. I am on bedrest till... uh... Sunday or Monday. I had two partially entrapped sciatic nerves with strained hamstrings. Ah, that'd explain why everything waist down felt like flames and demons. Got it. All my ditch-digging plus a last straw (just assume Hubby reallllly feels guilty he left me to do that work)... My scarring inflamed, and my soft tissues twisted, and the stretch I did that should help? Wrong one. Oops?
My No-Do list:
Put away anywthing below my waist in cupboards...
I am already bored freaking senseless.
And I hate this, b/c if your butt hurts, and you can't curl up, or lie on your sides, wth do you do?
Lie on your butt. Which is, of course, a seriously problem when your pain is in your butt.
My nerves are "released" but they're angry. I'm talking "stepped on a rattlesnake" angry. Ow.
More rain coming. Another three inches maybe. We've had about half our annual precipitation average in the last 17 days. And Hubby won't take any more measures, b/c he'd have to do it, and I'd be on my butt. My very very angry butt. Tha tmakes even my feet think they hurt. Ugh. Sciatic nerves.
I know what will help lnog-term, but he won't even agree to a short-term help on our flooded yards. *sigh* I guess if it's not within a few feet of the house, he sees no issue with it. I do, but I'm farm girl, he's suburb boy, and sometimes, we can't bridge the subculture gap.
On the plus side, clouds mean lower temperatures! :-) No sauna!
And, yes, we've had cats. Who the hell let any animal out with this forecast?!
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