Fml is right. Woke up with another migraine this morning which sucks but I also woke up 90 minutes *after* my alarm should have gone off. I have them repeating so it's not like I didn't set it the night before, and my phone tells me if I miss it (only ever happens if I don't bring my phone in my bedroom, I don't sleep through it or turn it off in my sleep). I was so close to asking someone to work but I guess I got cold feet. I'm a little more functional than last time but I also slept more and didn't eat. Couldn't have eaten if I felt ok because I was so late but I couldn't have kept it down anyway. Still have a bad headache, dizziness, nausea and photosensitivity. Oh and I feel weak/shaky and honestly I look terrible. I never think I look good but it was noticeable by a quick glance in the mirror this morning. I made it here without throwing up and within 5 minutes of opening and that's probably the highlight of my day so far. I'm trying to figure out if recovering from covid can somehow trigger migraines...I never got them until the past 6ish weeks? Can't remember when exactly the last was but it probably was not long after I had covid. Going to try to leave early if I can but I need to get off here, it's making my head want to explode

Oh and now I remember that the myoclonic jerks seemed worse yesterday...so I need to look into that connection too when I can look at a screen for more than 2 minutes..

DS ate my post. I'm around and reading. Laundry and the usual stuff.

Miki -

https://hartfordhealthcare.org/about-us/news-press/news-detail?articleid=27975&publicId=395

Very Unfun Friday all around. And if DS won't stop glitching... I will cry. There. i said it.

I started PT today and i am exhausted. She doubts i will get off a walker before having surgery which she said i need bad! i brought her a copy of the MRI she said its really bad. She told me to talk to my doctor about a safe diet pill she said there has to be something because my life is not going to be normal till i get that surgery and 100 lbs is a LOT to lose and the surgeon should of given me some sort of help. She said it shows im trying to work with him on losing weight that i asked to do PT. I am just so worn out. And she is starting easy on me i just am easily exhausted these days with the pain and shes not surprised with how much pain im in and how much energy it takes to even walk with a walker right now.

Going to try this again.

It was a weird day around here. I was fairly disorganized for a while. I changed the filter on the furnace electronic air cleaner today. Then I got side tracked looking to see if there was now an online supplier for them instead of ordering them from my HVAC company. Added bleach a couple of times to humidifier water pump on the furnace and flushed it with water. I can't change the filter on the humidifier myself. Its a tight space and hard to do. I left the new filter out for my partner to handle it.

Laundry, cleaning and a quick run to the grocery store. COVID is pretty much out of control here again. Glad that I have had one vaccine. There was no toilet paper at the grocery store. People are hunkering down again. I have plenty and paper towels too.

AngelaJo - I agree that your doctor needs to get you on some sort of diet pill. Ida used one to lose 50 pounds for her knee surgery. Getting that weight off will be a challenge but I know that you can and will do it. Rest up.

Hoping that everyone has a decent evening.