After a four month period where I could do all kinds of physical work I hadnt been able to do for years, I am back to having problems again. I got derailed from a bunch of important cleaning and organization projects. I know exactly what to do and how, but simply cannot get there with the chronic pain in my shoulders and arms. Feeling defeated every day I couldnt get it done has really become a burden. I finally realized I could get this stuff done in a heartbeat if I just found someone to give me 10 hours of their strength and stamina in exchange for a decent under-the-table wage. The 100 dollars or so it will cost me will pay for itself many times over in contentment and relieving the feelings of being overwhelmed and stressed by the chaos in my house. I had to get past negative feelings over being thwarted from doing it myself and accept, once again, that I have limitations. Thanks for listening.
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