I am starting to feel very guilty because by Sunday I am suppose to start my drive to California where I will be working for several months. I was also suppose to have most of my house packed up so my sister could get people in help finish some projects but I was in a bad flare up for almost 3 weeks. This has prevented me from getting as much done and now I have so much to do and just don't have the ability to do as much as I was once able to do. I feel frustrated and sad. Also, the word slacker keeps coming to my mind. I just feel so bad that I have lost the ability to do as much as I once was able to do. People don't understand I know when my sister comes over tomorrow she will think I haven't gotten much done, but I have done the best I could.
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