Well I now have my stress level raise about 10 notches and I can feel my body begin to tense up bad. First I get ina silly fight with my 17 year old which is over and was just over me showing baby pics to his gf but inside, as Raven and a few know being Pagan, the inside feelings are what set you off and your not sure what it is until it hits you hard and fast!! We looked to the East and sure enough my hubby and I just knew hell hit. The phone rang and I am running like a mad woman getting his fire gear and he is showering and getting dressed while I am filling his camelback with ice and water!!Hubby is 30 tmrw and it is Easter so what happens today but a huge fire that I can see from my house that has taken 72 acres and they have called all forces. Hubby is now gone and I may see him tonight but I doubt it, more like tmrw morning!! My body is locking up tight and my stomache is turning. Oh the joys of being a fire fighters wife!! Need a few good vibes if possible!! Meds are low but I may have to go take some to calm my body down!!
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