Fibromyalgia Support Group
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Ugh! I've been sick with this bronchitis since October. I think I might actually be getting better. I'm not experiencing the fog so much. Maybe every other day and maybe two days in a row with no fog.
It's on these second days of no fog that my Spirit Energy overruns my Physical energy. It's a hard thing to reign in, this Spirit Energy. It's everything that makes me, me.
I want to run and jump and dig and sow. The will is there.
But if I want to have a pain-free-ish day tomorrow, I have to quiet the will.
Hush!
I've had this "thing" robbing me of my life for over 17 years. I'm going mad.
How much longer can I bear the pain, the ridicule, the neglect?
Honestly. my Spirit is pretty damned pissed off - tired of sitting life out on the bench and wishing my Physical self could just get off my butt.
Can you dig it?
It's on these second days of no fog that my Spirit Energy overruns my Physical energy. It's a hard thing to reign in, this Spirit Energy. It's everything that makes me, me.
I want to run and jump and dig and sow. The will is there.
But if I want to have a pain-free-ish day tomorrow, I have to quiet the will.
Hush!
I've had this "thing" robbing me of my life for over 17 years. I'm going mad.
How much longer can I bear the pain, the ridicule, the neglect?
Honestly. my Spirit is pretty damned pissed off - tired of sitting life out on the bench and wishing my Physical self could just get off my butt.
Can you dig it?
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I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
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A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Sometimes you have to release that spiritual energy and pay the physical consequences in order to maintain your sanity. At least I find I do. Sometimes it costs me big time but in the end the good it did my spirit was priceless!
It is a daily battle, tho.....what I hate are my "down days" I schedule for recovery....hard not to feel like I'm wasting a huge part of my life.
HUGS and hope you have a great day!