Well, everyone, my husband and I went to a Melissa Etheridge concert tonight...I way overdid it. I hurt like hell...I\'m throbbing all over; so much so that I\'m in tears. I don\'t know if I\'m supposed to post this stuff in my journal or as a discussion. Let me know if I\'m handled this posting wrong. I just really need to feel like someone who understands is listening. The pain is so unbearable right now. And my stupid doctor (who\'s been great except for the fibro), keeps telling me it\'s my back, because I mostly hurt below my waist. MOSTLY...not totally. Nobody seems to understand this stupid disease/syndrome, whatever the heck it is called. Sorry everyone, I just really needed to vent tonight. And my husband is so understanding..we even had to leave the concert early because of me. He didn\'t get mad or even upset with me. And after paying so much for the tickets! Well, I digress. I feel alittle bit better knowing that the people who are listening to me understand. What made things even worse is that I lost my dad to cancer 8 weeks ago today, and my step mom 3 years ago to breast cancer. Of course, hearing Melissa Etheridge made me actually cry in the middle of the concert. I am so messed up.
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