I woke up yesterday to my DH calling me to make sure I was up for the cable guy and oh yeah I might want to look at my phone. Is seems that my daughter who is 18 and my son who is 16 have decided that Fibromyalgia is all in my head and it is all make believe. I am so blown off my feet right now that they can't stand by my side to get through all this. Make believe!! The pain that racks my body, the sleepless nights the foggy memory!! I know what I go through everyday and I know all the meds I am on, by the way only one is a pain pill, but shes says it is all in my head!! My heart just got ripped out and jumped on. I so feel like I have no daughter anymore!! How can family just turn their back to what we are going through!!! Now I want to just say no more and just lay down and die. Did I die today or did my daughter?? I am so new to this can some one help me!!
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