I am so sick of this disease, and people thinking I'm crazy, or not beleiving me and the pain I'm in and people telling me to do this do that, what you don't think I'm trying to find something to make myself feel better?? This sucks I hate it I want to be normal again and have my life back and my social life too. I was suppose to go to a social last night, but bailed cause I was in too much pain, my friend was upset with me, and basically told me to suck it up. She even compared her pain to the pain she had a month ago woth her teeth, sorry not the same girl, and on top fo feelin like shit Both my kids are sick, so no sleep for me, no trying to relax. I have to say though my hubby's been great, he's tried to help with the kids, but they only want me when they are sick. Besides my husband all of this suck I don't want to be like this forever!!! I HATE THINS FUCKIN DISEASE!!!!
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