I saw my shrink and he wants me off the zyprexa and back on rexulti. Rexulti is the one that they took me off last year when i showed up diabetic and it was working great then went off it and had my nervous breakdown. My shrink thinks im gaining weight from the zyprexa and that its upping my sugars. He is going to okay it with my dr but its what he wants to do. My depression is back big time and mood swings galore. I was happy when on rexulti. I cant live with being anxious and depressed all the time so praying my dr oks it i think she will though! Rexulti is lot lower on the risk of weight gain and higher sugars than zyprexa. Also He said he does NOT want me doing exposure therapy at this point, not this time of year i seem to crash around the holidays and when its winter. He does NOT want a repeat of last winter with 2 psych hospitalizations. Just wanted to update everyone
Just got done spending 3 1/2 hours making a Lemon Meringue pie, 2 Pumpkin Pies and Peanut butter kiss cookies for tomorrow. I am beyond exhausted and hurting everything was from scratch!
I normally only share my poems on the PTSD board but this one doesnt really talk about abuse She had been hurt so many times and trusted no oneShe learned to assume that everyone was to fearShe trusted no one to stick around and love herShe was afraid to let anyone in afraid of what would comeShe feared love and even friendships they only brought painShe built up a wall no one could breakdown...