Got my pap smear results back from when i had my yearly on the 1st, now i am so stressed out. I have precancerous cells in my cervix. Mom is trying to talk me into pushing for a hysterectomy, I want to have a baby first so bad shes worried about losing me, am i just being selfish? I have lost 4 babies and want one so bad it hurts! I am scared about my health at the same time. They dont THINK theres any cancer YET....... they tested for HPV and other types. I have to get pap smears every 6 months from now on and i have PTSD this is not a fun thought :( I am so stressed lately and this does NOT help at all.
I would like to wsh all my friends a Very Happy Easter / PassoverEnjoy the time with familyHugs, Jean
Happy (insert your holy celebration) weekend, all!So, the lawyer basically said that since I have no maiming or death (yep, the dead always call lawyers) that the hospital system is off the hook for letting me slide through so many cracks and so forth. Lesson learned. Your life is worthless if you can't prove worth. Got it.I got 2/3 way through making choc chip cookie dough before I had to ask...