I went with mom to her PT, was in pain meant to take my oxy with but forgot to put it in my purse, by the time we left there i could barely stand then had to go in the credit union and walgreens had to go into both, then i always take mom out on payday and i got paid early becuase of the holiday and i took mom out, i barely touched my pulled beef burrito didnt even eat a quarter of it, (sucking on chocolate now so my sugar doesnt crash from my insulin) I WAS going home today not sure if i am now, so i need grocerys well mom took my list and i gave her money, she got the excedrin and few meds i needed otc and i called her in tears that i need to get to a bed and heating pad NOW i said i cant wait for you to get my groceries, so had her grab what she had and a diet mtn dew and chocoate at the check out (hey comfort things help!) and she got out in record time. I NEVER cry from pain unless im over a 10 on the scale, i mean i am close to throwing up its so bad and i could not eat a meal i love! I am now in bed at moms iwth a heating pad on my bakc and blanket wrapped around my legs. I got choclate and diet mountain dew and my dog and got oxy motrin800 and robaxin in me. Please please keep me in your prayers and good thoughts, its at ER level but im not going because they do nothing. I cant take this! I Dont see my neurologist until the 26th and she wont do anything until then. I cant bear this pain and neurontin is no longer helping at all, the pain is mainly my back and it goes down the legs and the fibro is flaring as well with this below zero weather, but i cant live in bed! This is the wrost i have been in a long time, to not even be able to sit in the car for mom to get me my groceries is bad. I cant handle this and you guys are the only ones to understand me! Mom gets it when i said my pains a 15 on the scale of 1 to 10, she knows it means i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And please dont suggest going in a hot bath i can not get in and out of a tub anymore, i wish i could. and i am allergic to things like biofreeze etc. Top it off i still have th emigraine but i dont care im having my choclate nad its not sugar free!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to scream and cry and have a tantrum becuase i am pissed at my pain! This is all thanks to some teenager that never had to pay a cent after causing my back issues from rearending me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He didnt care either and had no insurance. i been paying for 15 years pain wise!