Don't mean to sound like a baby but how do you get up every morning knowing that you will be in pain and that everything you do is at a price? I had my daughters and their families over for dinner today because I had not seen them in awhile and tonight I am paying for it. The doctors keep changing my sleeping pills because none of them seem to work for more than a week. I am in pain and I already know tomorrow will be worse but at the time I think that the consequences are worth it because I would probably be in pain even if i didn't do anything. I feel like I am being punished for wanting to have a close to a normal life as I can. Every morning is a new day and it is struggle sometimes even getting out of bed. It just seems to be such a vicious cycle and i just don't know hoe you guys do it. i read about a woman suffering with it for 60 years. Tell me how you do it.
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