was on a different site...a good site...just thought a change of scenery would bring fresh ideas...am haveing my "Fall Flare"...has been bad now since August...went into Dr.s this morning and they are running a bunch new labs....and re running some old ones...arthritis in my muscles is what my dr. likes to call it...tho we both know thats not what it is..but he needs that he says to get a good visual of my pain...and why on some days it is worse or better then other days...I am still refuseing meds....am in total denial about this illness...I guess thats how I get thru my never ending days of pain...I have been sick now for 9 years...and pain has simply become a part of who I am...and how I respond to others...at time I am very sympathetic..at times I get a tad bitter......geeeeez.....i took very good care of self...had I known I was gonna be so sick so soon i would have had a whole lot more fun !!!
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