Well here we go again. How do you live with a bi-polar manic depressive and try getting better from a horrible painful disease. DH just called and instead of just saying hi for the day he procedes to yell and scream in the phone at me about DR bills and how he has to pay them and how many hours he works and how he is never home and how he just picked up more hours at his second job. I have been really dizzy the last two days and today is worse so him calling and yelling isn't helping. He is yelling about the car and how my son needs to be taken in for his DL test and how much insurance is going to cost and how he can't afford it on top of everything else that is going on. He wants to know why I haven't called disability and how I need to call DMVabout my son and how he now has to drive all the way home to pick up his shirt for his second job because it was rolled up in a ball on the floor in the bedroom and I picked it up because I just cleaned our room so it could get washed. Well now he is mad as hell at me because how dare I pick it up so he forgot his DIRTY shirt to wear for work tmrw so now he has to drive home to pick up a clean shirt to go to work. He doesn't even have to be there until 11 anyway so what the hell would he be doing from 9 to 11 before he started work. I give up and don't know what to do anymore. I am at the time of sending my son to Utah where he will be happy and just stop my hurt anymore. Make everything just go away and let my babies mend but not see me go through this anymore.
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