Even though I have just been diagnosed with FM - I have been living in pain for sometime now. The difference is that back then FM was my shadow. No one knew my pain and suffering. I hid it from everyone. I would go to my room or the shower and cry. It has just built itself inside me.but everyone knew the real me. Now I am the shadow and FM is the real part of me. I see pity - hate-disappointment and much more negative stuff in others eyes. I know somewhere in that shadow is the real me wanting to get out and love life again. Do you ever think that they will be able to help us with Fibromyalgia? when? Please make it soon. Even when the pain is not so bad the whole emotionally drama grabs you. It never lets up and I feel like I am crazy and others feel that way too. I just don't want to be that crazy person....thanks for listening I need a rant day. God Bless you all who took time to read my rant...
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