Where do you find the energy to get through daily life, much less the added burdens that pop up along the way? This past week has been tremendously stressful and I'm so tired, but I have my daughters, SILs, and grandchildren coming on Friday and I have to get the housecleaning, laundry and grocery shopping done along with working 8 hours everyday. Somehow it just all seems overwhelming right now. I recently went back to work and this is the first time my girls have been coming to see me that I just don't have the energy to deal with all of it. They don't expect me to be perfect, but somehow I just feel the necessity to show them that I can handle everything. Just stay strong, ya know? I've endured a lot over the last 5 years and somehow, today, I just feel like I'm at a breaking point. But I don't want my girls to see me this way. Guess I just need a little encouragement from somebody.
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