I have'nt been on for awhile,Life here has been awful. My B/f has deceided he can no longer deal with me or my pain,and griving my daughter. Last night he ask me to move out.(nice a week and half before Christmas).I must be the biggest idiot on earth I never saw it coming. So now here I sit wondering what to do and where to go,I have no job,and no money saved. So I told him I will not go until after Christmas,I have a 6 yr old to think about and will not do this to her at Christmas. So he said he will not live here until I'm gone. I'm so hurt and lost at this point I don't have a clue what to do. He does not understand Fibro,or griving at all. What pisses me off is I love this man(God only knows why). Bastard probably don't want to buy me a christmas gift,so that is why he picked now to do it.Sorry for venting....but thanks for listening.
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