well I finally got some answers today(finally).Its been yrs where I knew something wasn't right but just didn't know what it was,even since I was a teenager. Today I had to go to the pychologist for my disability and I finally got a diagnosis.I have been going to a pychologist for a yr, and they said I had anxiety disorder, which I do suffer with panic attacks,anxiety,and agoraphobia,but I knew there was something else wrong.So last night I spent alot of time praying that this Dr would know what the heck was wrong with me,Iam so tired of feeling that they were missing something.I'm not glad Iam Bi Polar,but at least I know now.I guess I'm just feeling numb right now,but it certianly does answer alot of my questions and now my hubby knows its a sickness,I don't mean to be the way Iam.
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