If you haven't heard from me...I just wanted to say to everyone who has sent me advice about my son, Thank You so much. I haven't written everyone back personally, but I will try to get back to all of you as soon as possible. I am just so worn down from all this, I don't have the strength to respond to everyone right now. I ask that anyone who has information that they think will help, please don't hesitate to send it. Know that all of you who are thinking about us, mean more to me than any words could convey. My heart is so heavy now. I'm asking that everyone who reads this tell at least one friend, as well as yourselves, to pray for me, but more than that, pray for Derrick (my son). God says whenever two hands are joined in prayer HE'LL be in the center. Perhaps this circle of prayer I'm asking for will help me be able to live through this, as well as touch Derrick's heart and mind to make the right decision. I know there are gonna be some hard crosses to bear regardless of which road he takes. Thanks again for everything.
Love to all
Love to all
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