The last week has been horrible. I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia after a doctor guessed it when my lupus test came back negative. Yesterday was one of the worst days pain wise. I felt like someone took a bat and just beat me. On top of the fibro and have migraines, Crohn's, sleep apnea and insomnia. ON TOP OF THAT....I work 2 jobs ( 70 hours a week ). I had to do that because working one job didn't allow me to afford my health benefits. Needless to say that I just hurt. Everything hits me at once. I get up the next morning either waking with a migraine, or exhausted to the point that I want to cry. Not a very big support system so I end up having to be tough to the point where I am worn......I just needed to say that. I wish I could just be a baby sometime and get pampered....but...its not gonna happen. Oh, one last thing, I have YET to find a doctor who cares and wants to really address my issues. They treat me like I am a hyprochondriac. Even though, all these issues are in my medical records for years and years......pleae Mr. Doctor sir, give me relief...or tell me why.....something!
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