Today sucked...Have you ever had one of those times when you have a long period between really bad flares and you think " I am the SUPER FIBE QUEEN I have beat this crap..I win HA HA I did it!!!!" Well I do like oh every couple days..lol. (I am a very positive thinker). Anyway, today was the FIBRO FUNK THUG got me good! I feel like a big pile of......rotten bananas (now now...no dirty words) Anyhow,I want whine like a little baby...Go in the front yard and throw my toys like a two year old and scream and cry!!! Why me? I have a positive attitude like I am supposed to. I get up EVERY morning and take a shower and get ready for the day, take my meds and go to ALL of my doctor appointments. Yet today I had ONE OF THOSE DAYS when NOISE hurts, light hurts EVERYTHING HURTS! and it SEEMS like THEY (the people I usually refer to as my family) were all breathing so LOUDLY on purpose...Do you know what I mean? Anyway, sometimes...I gotta whine...and I did. And now I feel better. Thanks for letting me share.
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