I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO. THESE PAST FEW DAYS WHEN I WAS IN SUCH EXCRUTIATING PAIN I CALLED MY OLD DOCTOR TO SEE IF I COULD GO BACK TO HIM. HE WAS NOT GOING TO BE AT THE CLINIC TILL MONDAY. I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD GO BACK WITH HIM AND IF HE DOES ACCEPT ME BACK HE MAY NOT.ANYWAY THE MEDS THE NEW DR HAS ME ON IS SO FAR DOING ALRIGHT BUT SHE DOESN'T GIVE B/T PAIN MEDS AND SO FAR I CAN DEAL WITH THE TWINGES. HOWEVER I DON'T WANT TO PISS ANY DR OFF SO IF I DON'T CALL MY OLD DR ON MONDAY THE GIRLS WILL TELL HIM I CALLED AND WON'T EVER TAKE ME BACK IF I NEED HIM IN THE FUTURE. HOWEVER HE MAY NOT EVEN TAKE ME BACK WHAT I NEED TO KNOW IS SHOULD I CALL HIM ANYWAY, HE MIGHT GIVE ME A DOSE OF THE MS IF INEED IT TO TAKE DURING THE DAY.JUST LET ME KNOW WHAT Y'ALL WOULD DO. THIS NEW DR AT FIRST WASN'T GOING TO GIVE ME THE MED CAUSE WHEN SHE WAS CHECKING MY REFLEXES IT REALLY HURT WHEN SHE HIT THE BACK OF MY CALFS. I NEARLY HIT THE CIELING. SHE SAID THATS USUALLY A SIGN OF WHATEVER AND DIDN'T WANT TO MASK IT AND I STARTED CRYING LIKE A BABY PLEADING CAUSE OF THE RAIN SO SHE SAID IF THIS MED DON'T WORK SHE WANT ME TO SEE A NEUROLOGIST. BUT THAN I GOT TO THINKING I AM GOING TO NEED ALL THESE TEST RESULTS IF I AM EVER GOING TO APPLY FOR DISABILITY. WHEN THIS SITUATION ORIGINATED WITH ME BACK IN NY I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A CONNECTIVE TISSUE DISORDER HOWEVER WHEN I CALLED THE DR IN NY FOR MY RECORDS OF COURSE THEY GET RID OF ALL THE RECORDS OF PATIENTS THAT THEY DON'T TREAT ANYMORE. SO I REALLY NEED SOME INSIGHT.
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