Over the past month and a half my symptoms have become signifigantly worse. I have pain every single day, where as before I had pain about three to four days a week. I have had to cut my work hours in half and the hours I am at work are horrible because I can't think, move or function like a normal human being. I have developed insomnia and have been having aweful headaches too. I can't seem to handle any pain meds, as I have tried 4 differant kinds all of which make me sick. All I can do is lay around and it is killing me. My husband has had to start doing everything, as I am now to the point where I am so week that I can't lift anything more than a few pounds. I feel guilty and sick that I have put this burden on him. I can't even walk around because my body shakes so bad that I fall alot. I am misrable... the doctors are now saying that I am getting to sick too fast and now think they may have been wrong about this being Fibromyalgia. They tested me for Lukemia but I am still waiting on the results. No one should have to live this way.
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