I am so sick of what this disease had done to me! I can't handle the stress anymore. At this point dying would be a blessing. My family is falling apart because of the abuse I recieved growing up and I just can't take it anymore. If it wasn't for FM and my other numerous health problems I could be out on my own again instead of living with my parents and having to live the abuse drama all the time. I just want all of it to go away. I don't feel like there is anyone in the world that I could tell my true feelings to. I just want it to be over, I can't live like this for another day. My heart is broken and all my hope for a good future are gone. I truly feel like if I wasn't around anymore my family could heal from the abuse I suffered.
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