I hate to feel sorry for my self but sometimes I think "why me" I am so tired of people not believing me that I really do hurt and I really am tired....BUT the I find myself cutting people out and not letting them back in,like family and friends. I really don't normally do this but "I HATE IT" and I wish it was something else....I even ask my Doctor if he could tell me I have cancer cuz it would make people stop questioning me on if "Fibromyalgia is real or not.....HEY everyone "Thanks" for letting me vent.
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