I have fibro and i have had quite a few days lately where i just want to end my life because then i wouldn't be in all of this pain on a daily basis. I have days like today where it took me 2 hours to be able to get out of bed. I am in extreme pain from head to toes. i have lost the use of my right arm again due to my arm isn't responding to what my brain tells it to do and the pain is making me so nuaseas and dizzy. I can't find a doctor either in my area that will help me with the pain, they feel that i am crazy and it is all in my head. I'm just so tired of the fight to live day to day. this is my out reach for help i guess.I just want all the pain to go away and have just one day were I'm not in pain for even a few hours.I would give anything just for that.
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