This is weird, but I think my mother is starting not to like me. I think she is fed up with me. She and I arent that good together, but I think we can be. I withdrawal a lot maybe that is the problem. She is all into my little brother right now. I am older, and I think she is disappointed in me. I think she feels like I should get my act together. Maybe she doesnt really believe I live in pain everyday. I am trying to stay on meds right now, and work out and eat right to control pain, so I can live a real life. I am tired of being the ill one. I think people are tired of me, and I am tired of me too. I live in pain all the time. I am so tired of people making me feel bad or making me feel like I have a bad attitude. I would like to see the Normal people be in a good mood after being hit by a Fibro-Bus.
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