I don't know what to do. I completely changed my diet and got off all meds this summer, and my fibromyalgia was doing a lot better. It seems this month it's beginning to flare up so bad again though. I try to talk with my husband, he's been there through the whole diagnosis and trying to get better thing. But he's SO insensitive. I haven't been sleeping this week, I'm just in so much pain. I know that pain keeps you from sleeping and lack of sleep causes pain, so it's a hellish cycle. I got up late tonight and went in the living room. He was awake and I asked him if he could give me a back massage because it hurts SO bad. He almost reluctantly gave me a massage, meanwhile lecturing me on how I need to stop being so stressed out and I'm the one responsible for this pain! We've been fighting so much lately, he's been so insensitive and even just flat out mean to me. He has stopped helping me out in ways I need him to because of the pain I'm in. So if I'm stressed out, it's because of the way HE'S been treating me. I hate sleeping in the same bed with him. I wish most of the time that I had never married him, but because of my faith, I'm not supposed to leave him unless he commits adultery or something. I just want to know how to deal with him, how to make my body healthier and feel better, and how to get him to be more sensitive to what I'm going through. Please help!
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