Of course most days aren't great, but today seems especially bad and this seems to be only place that people would understand. Sorry to be depressing, but I'm just in that place right nowand feeling very alone. The same old sob story I guess. I hurt all the time or am too tired to do anything. I've lost touch with family and friends. My husband is sick of me too. We barely even touch anymore. Either I'm too tired to do anything or they're just sick or my sickness. I wasn't depressed before, but now my life has gotten me there. Yes, I have plently to be greatful for, but today I'm feeling sorry for myself, I guess. Started thinking about my sister and brother and how they never call or contact me to see how I'm doing. I wonder if I had cancer if they'd call. I know this isn't a terminal illness and I should be greatful for that, but in a way it is. It's a terminal illness that you get to live with. Again, I'm sorry for being such a downer. I'm usually much more positive, but today is just a bad day. I figure you all could relate. Thanks for listening......Kris
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