My boyfriend is in trouble. I was scratched and brusied by a crazy neighbor of his and of course to the police is just harassment. No arrest just a summons for her. My Boyfriend took me home after that them he found out they the apartment complex was evicting him. Why? You ask? Well witch women who attack me had gotten all her friends to go to management and tell a bunch of crappy lying stories about him. Then oh it gets better he recieves a summons in the mail for harassment which states he told a neighbor that if " Noted witch ever comes near me or my girlfriend I am going to take care of her and I don't do it I have friends who will" Get real he is 140lbs soaking wet and has no friend. He is on disablity facing losing his housing allowance,being evitcted and having to go to court for doing something someone made up in lala land. We had a fight. We are not speaking much but I am scared what witll happened to him. It really isn't fair. I used to live at the same compex that he did but I moved mainly becaues of the person who attacked me and managment never did anything when she harassed me constantly for years, always said she is on meds and she having on of her fits! Give me a break. She is really good at winning over jerks and has used them to do all the above to my boyfriend. I have NOONE to talk to. I have no outside friends and my Mom is who I usually call but she just got home from the hospital from an abdominal operation and has a staff infection. She has to be isolated for 14 days or until her wound heals where they put the pic line. I can't talk to her and upset her. She just started eating after over a month. I been popping Xanax I think I am going crazy. It just feels like everything is going crazy. Especially me. I sit two county over with no way to get to my doctors or my pharmacy to get pain meds because my boyfriend is the one who drives me. My doctors are out of county so I can't get a county med bus. So I am sunk. I can't calm down and I just have been crying and curled in a ball for days. Boyfriend can't talk because he is all nerved up. his charge may be able to go away if I drop my real charge against the woman who attacked me. Then he just has to worry about eviction. He asked me if I would drop my charge against the witch and I said yes eventhough I am really scared of her. His charge would go away but he didn' do anything but she has someone he doesn't know swear he does. So no win situation. Do I make any sense at all. I am crying and I can't even go for a walk because it has been raining for days. I am so tramatized my agorphobia is coming back and my pain is getting worse and I don't have the right pain med. I feel like this is a nightmare. You guys can only read this. I don't know what to do. Am I ever going to figure out what to do. I have no one now to take care of me or talk to and they taken away all in one moment so it is freaking me out.
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